vent it!

RidRequiem · Posted: Tue 25th Dec, 2007 1:02 am Post subject: vent it!

if anyone else wants to vent feel free~

arrrhhhhhh stupid ankle!!!!!!!
had latest mri scan results today (24th)
I had an arthroscopy op in sept 2006 to remove cartilage and then new stuff was ment to grow over the small hole that is there but it hasnt done it so i could have another arthroscopy~NOT A CHANCE!!~or leave it and keep an eye on it so thats what im doing
but to top it off they have now spotted death of bone tissue due to an impaired blood supply. this should sort its self out but it will take a while
to make it sound worse this is the technical term~

osteochondral defect of posteromedial aspect of tibial surface~~~~hole in ankle

Avascular Necrosis of the navicular Bone~~dead bone

im going too try and get my pic's of ankle off docs in new year but for now the basics are shown on my profile pics
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
gurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
vent over thanks

huge massive hugs
and lots of brews
xx

Psychotic Neurotic · Posted: Wed 26th Dec, 2007 12:59 pm Post subject:

You can't let someone get SO DAMN CLOSE to you and then just throw it all away once you've had your fill. ESPECIALLY when it takes them so much effort and courage and trust to get close to someone anyway. You're such a rat. Jesus. Why did you lead her on when you thought from the start it wasn't going to work out for you? Why drag her along and convince her you like her and make ALL the moves (and you KNOW it was all you because she's careful and scared about falling for people easily).

Go and get back with your ex. You two are made for each other, because you both share a very unique opinion: That it's perfectly acceptable to screw with others' hearts. That's pretty special. Not many people think that at all.

And WHY do you go and tell her all this crap, and then tell her you're all upset about it and cry on her shoulder? She shouldn't have to get hit in the gut with nasty news and then put on a brave face just because you feel like a heel. You should.

You've acted exactly how you said you'd never want to. The hell is she or anyone supposed to trust you now? Luckily for you she's not going to screw you over in return because she realises it wouldn't amount to anything really. It wouldn't make her feel much better. How do you manage come across so considerate and nice and fun and then do something like this?

She's still so into you.
Isn't what you've said just code for 'I can't be bothered with this anymore and I think I've got my eye on someone else anyway.'?

I REALLY want to hurt you. So badly. I've never felt so much absolute and unmistakeable fury. And I never thought I'd feel such a strong anger towards you. Of all people. You sure are an unpleasant surprise.

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Really sorry about your ankle Rid :( *makes you a brew with lots of love mixed in with it*

RidRequiem · Posted: Wed 26th Dec, 2007 10:39 pm Post subject:

for you, I know that fury all to well :( thanks for the brew
huggles xx

MagsKat · Joined: 28 Aug 2007 Posts: 677 Location: S.U.R.R.E.Y

my turn!

I promised i would be strong and not let you get to me but i failed again and so am back to square one, where i cannont and will not love anyone quite as much as i love you and i don't care about your Cr*p i don't want to change you and i never said i would, but still you won't come near me and still you break me just a little more...

Daedra · Posted: Wed 02nd Jan, 2008 3:40 pm Post subject:

*Walks in and throws down his hat*

Had to go back to bloody work today. Already been moaned at because they thought I wasn't working when in actual fact I was!

I didn't really want to be at work today at all! I felt sick in the morning and couldn't finish my routine lunch that I have like every day cause I STILL felt sick, even now I feel bloody sick!

Would have rather stayed home and snuggled up in bed for a rest. Hopefully it's not this bug that's supposed to be going round.

Also sad because my friend who came visit has to go back home todays >.<'

So now I'm stuck in a crappy office with a bunch of people complaining all of the time that they just don't have the staff and that they got too much work to handle when I could be at home being happy! They should have just given us the rest of this week off as nothing is going to get done anyways!

Raaaaaaaaah!!! I'm annoyed now >.<'

*Picks up hat and runs away*

Felixwah · Posted: Wed 02nd Jan, 2008 3:56 pm Post subject:

<hugs dae>

im f'in fed up of counting toilets, sinks, showers, baths, dishwashers and washing machines raaaaaaaaaaaa im not even half way through and its blaggin my head. Very Angry

MagsKat · Joined: 28 Aug 2007 Posts: 677 Location: S.U.R.R.E.Y

group hugs all round me thinks...

*steals daes hat*
Also want to add that i have the bug and the work is infact dead and that my boss if off today and my work collegue is in france and there fore i am all a bloody lone again!!!

*gives dae his hat back*

Psychotic Neurotic · Posted: Thu 03rd Jan, 2008 12:07 pm Post subject:

You're impossible man. Absolutely impossible.
You're driving me insane with your constant 'say one thing and do something else' attitude.
Gods sake. Make up your mind. I give up.

RidRequiem · Posted: Thu 03rd Jan, 2008 3:00 pm Post subject:

<marshmallow back!!!>

HUGE HUGS TO EVERYONE

Daedra · Posted: Thu 03rd Jan, 2008 4:01 pm Post subject:

My poor tummy feels funny >.<' Hehehe! Keeps bubbling and I can feel all the twitched of the muscles as it does it...most annoying! >.<

Felixwah · Posted: Fri 04th Jan, 2008 10:41 am Post subject:

im fed up of your S**T, you are selfish and have no respect for anyone, its got to a point where i dont want sweet f/a to do with you, this time you took the biscuit and there is no redeemin yourself for what you have done its unforgivable and you are well and truely on your own, you have made the start to my, my familes and my best mates new year a misery. hate is a strong word and i rarely use it, but the way i feel about you right now is f'in close, stop blaming me for your insecurities and being hypocritical and sort your f'in head out and learn some responcibility, if you do not the consequences will be grave u will lose the most important thing in your life and that is a promise.

yours sincerely

josh

Very Angry

ps you guys it takes alot alot to get me this angry and i dont think i actually ever have, things seriously cant get worse :(

Daedra · Posted: Fri 04th Jan, 2008 11:52 am Post subject:

...'tis true I've never seen you this enraged...well tell a lie, I've never seen you in any rage or on a downer at all really! But it sucks to hear that you are on one my friend!

Well if you really think about it...it could be a little worse...you could lose your hands in a smelting accident!! Nah just joshin but I hope your problem gets resolved soon my friend! Never like seeing a good friend down!!

*man hug* ...*sniff!!*

Felixwah · Posted: Fri 04th Jan, 2008 11:56 am Post subject:

yeh man no hands would completely just top it off i think it would make me well good at contact staff tho haha.

cheers man it will get sorted cos im fed up now n i gotta do summit i dunno what yet but it will be done <sniff>

Daedra · Posted: Fri 04th Jan, 2008 12:11 pm Post subject:

Would make ya an awesome contact staff man! Maybe even Cj, having to manipulate without using your hands would be mental! But for poi...you'd most likley have to get little hooks for the end of your stumps so you can attach them! But you'd have to go over everything you know again to make sure it all still works! lol:P

If you want me to er..."Take care of them"...I know people who know peoples cousins brother in law who has connections to these people who work in the sandwich shop that makes sandwiches for the mafia!

MagsKat · Joined: 28 Aug 2007 Posts: 677 Location: S.U.R.R.E.Y

back rubs for feely.. tummy rubs for dae and general rubs for everyone else!!

mini rant today!

PASSPORTS for animals what a pile of GUFF!!! i only wan to move a horse 84 miles and i already have to pay £150 for the pleasure as i don't drive! and the stupid owner has lost her passort so i can't move her until it's found!!! argh!!!! grumble

*deep breath*

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